Adjustments....

Going from vacation with my sisters in Key West to being back in SF at work?  Yeah...  Well...  Let's just remember the good times !!

 

Sorry 'bout dat

Sorry 'bout dat last post - Some days my anger rises to the surface of my fingertips and I end up with red text and bold font !!!  Ouch !!!
Today.... I feelin' a bit betta....  I am getting antsy in my pantsy for my vacation – I will be spending 7 glorious days with my sisters in Key West, Florida very soon. Hope to have fun, relax, get silly, drink a bit too much and see lots of sun, water and crocodiles.  Or crockodiliads as my brain thinks of them.  What is the difference between a crock and an alligator ?  I must research this.  Get me packed…. Get me ass out the door...!

Much Less Bonificent

Unfortunately I am feeling much less Bonificent this week...  It was all well and good to get airy fairy "nice" about cool airplanes and walking to work in the sun being enough to make life "worth it..."  After I have a weekend of downtime it really is much easier to be briefly content with the way things are. (see Sunday's post below)

HOWEVER..... I'm just not feelin' too much Bonificence after a coupla days at work...  WHY the "F" am I doing this anyway? Some days I'm just not into lying to myself...  Today - Feb. 2nd - Call me Malificent !!  Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .   B.

'010 is Here

Oh ten is here and I thought last day of January an appropriate day to muse a bit.  Each year is a clean slate, but more importantly each day is a clean slate too.  No New Year's Resolutions float up to entertain me.  Mostly because I know by now I have made my own choices.  And a creature of habit doesn't change with a simple New Year resolution.  Instead the question seems to be... why do we choose the habits we do?

Why did we not change them before now?  Why do we stay in places and situations that we complain make us unhappy or do not fulfill us?  Because we chose to for a reason.   For me it's the moments along the way, the little things that give me very briefly a sense of enjoyment or wonder.  Like an aqua blue and white super sleek airplane (that someone owns!) and chose to fly across the downtown San Francisco landscape at just the moment I chose to go up on the roof to try out my new camera.  And in a more mundane sense, the simple pleasure of walking to work on a sunny day glistening down on the streets between my apartment and the job, inhaling fresh cool moist morning air, brushing shoulders with interesting strangers of some anonymous kinship.  For me there are no beautiful loves, soul mates, or perfect lives.  Just perfect moments to notice and enjoy for what they are. Fleeting bits of a life that keeps on rolling by.

A Quiet Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas to all - - it can be a little quiet in S.F. even with the company of 3 great kitties and a cockatiel birdie.  - But I am certain we will have a good group cuddle on Christmas in front of some nice Christmas special.

For my stoopid little slideshow of this evening (when I took this and  many other "Photo booth" pics) just click on the pic !

Sorry I didn't comb my hair or put on makeup!  Those eyelashes (see below) are such a hassle after a day at work !!

Happy Halloween !!!!

The forest was rife with dark sounds.... the hiss of a snake, moist twigs being broken by furtive feet, human?  Or animal?  Witch? Or monster?  We didn't care.... for we were Ogres ourselves.... lying in wait for innocent little creatures ....  then the faint cool sound of a hoot owl told us you were coming...  Good thing too... I was getting hungry....

Happy Halloween !!!  The closer it gets, the scarier it looks....

Who knew ?

Guess I'm a little slow, but who knew . . .

that playing with false eyelashes could be so empowering ?!?!?!?

I spent my entire life with little short thin eyelashes . . . what a waste of a once sweet young thing ! Got 'em for Halloween fun, now I just don't want to take them off !